EDIT: You know how limited and confusing my computer is.
It's MY computer.
MY laptop.
My parents are supposed to decide TOGETHER the time limits, but since my mum is sick my dad decided to do it himsef!
Before 12pm - can't go on
3pm to 5pm - can't go on
11:30pm onwards - can't go on.

On Fridays and weekends (and half terms etc) My time is supposed to be 12pm to 3am. HE'S NOT EVEN DOING THAT ANYMORE. And as far as I know, NOTHING significant has happened. It's just normal fucking life.
He thinks it won't affect me much.
Of course, on dA I can talk whenever I want.
But a great friend of mine on MSN (who is in America); time zones.
She gets on 10pm/11pm ish MY time.
I will now get 30 minutes to talk to her.
30
fucking
minutes.


I'm not in a good mood; I haven't been this whole week...
what's weird is that I have no idea why.

I gave critique to a few of my friends on their art (around 3 - 4 people) and all of them thought I was having a go at them.
I guess honesty isn't really the answer.

Okay I lied, maybe I do know why I'm in a bad mood.
The whole nationality thing is now getting annoying. I'm tired of my 'friends' saying I'm Canadian.
I am not fucking Canadian.
I'm ENGLISH/BRITISH/GERMAN/DANISH.
HOW THE FUCK DOES THAT EQUAL CANADIAN?
IT DOESN'T?
WELL WHO WOULD'VE KNOWN.

It started out as a joke and now the joke's gone too far, it's just so annoying repeating 'No i'm not' over and over again.

Some people I used to talk to or hang out with now give me dirty looks.
My peers seem to act stupider by the minute.

Here's an example.
"VICK YOUR A LESBIAN!"
"SO'S YOUR MUM!"
"SO'S YOUR DAD!"

Seriously. Obviously my dad is a lesbian you twat. He's a GUY. He's attracted to GIRLS.

What annoys me more was that on Monday Sarah asked me if I wanted to go see New Moon with her, Steven and Charlotte; and since it was hanging out with my friends I said sure. (I don't like twilight though; that's how 'nice' I am. I'd sit through something I don't particularly like just to be with my mates)
Then guess what.
They 'forgot' to buy my ticket (they preodered them)
They went on and on about going and then didn't get me a ticket..

It feels as thought everyone's going against me now.


On another note, My body is seriously pissing me off.
A random year 11 guy I'd seen here and there came up to me on the way home and wrapped an arm around me, saying hi and such. Oh he wasn't looking at my face, He was staring at my boobs.
I knew that'd be the case anyway.
All the guys who have said anything complimentary or mentioned 'going out with me'...
always looked at my boobs or touched them in some way.
I'm getting rid of these fucking things if it's the last thing I fucking do.


I'm sure you know that my skin is very soft.
Eck.
People keep touching me. it's just weird now.
Especially when Nick hugs me and begins touching about..

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What annoys me too..
Is when someone gives you really harsh critique..
when they can't do much better.

I was doing my GCSE IT coursework and Jake looked at it, saying how shit it was when his was no better.
It fucking annoyed me.
Not that he'd called my hard work shit
but the fact that he was in no position to say so.


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I feel so stressed out because of all this shit I'm going through..


"Heart don't fail me now, Courage don't desert me, don't turn back now that we're here."
-Anastasia Movie

I've been addicted to that movie... The songs speak out to me somehow.
-sigh-

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